life is troublesome

my favorite lie yet is ' I do listen to you'

well either you don't do it well or you don't care.

'no I care, atleast I read the messages'

not thoroughly, or you wouldn't be in this situation.

'well you've just changed thats all'

yes I have and I'm NOT going back! I know how I was. I don't like that person, so I'm not going back! those are the sluts that go and ruin their life, then go complain about nothing, for no reason, and I'm tired of being that way. I had someone show me my imperfections, and I fixed the ones I could. and I'm not about to undo everything. no matter what you say, you wont change the facts.

then from another end ' you're not a slut, your just a teenage girl'

oh yeah? then how come I've only met two people who really even talk that way??? how come I've only herd how stupid I am for my past doings? how come my own mother calls me a slut?


JUST SHUT UP GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND LISTEN TO ME, UN BIAS-LY!!!
forget yourself for a minute, as you talk to me. truly listen to what I'm saying. think about what you're saying.

go in a dark room, without music (unless it's fu Elise) and think.) don't fill your mind with past experiences. think about what I'm saying....

but then, if it takes doing that for my words to sink in, then I don't need you.
If I have to yell and scream and leave you for you to listen to me once, then go back to the way things where, then I don't need you. I don't, all it does is cause stress in my life.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I483tB12SyE