Scared of the moon

Such an irrational fear
How do you overcome something that you don't understand?
How do you talk to someone that isn't there?
How do you questoin fact that has been proven?
All these questions come from a confused, sleep deprived mind.
How do you make someone understand something that you yourself are unable to comprehend.
to fear the dark is a false statement. They don't fear the darkness itself but rather what happens in it or because of it. light doesn't change the bad that happens in the dark. It'll still happen, you'lljust be able to see it coming sooner.
can someone just sleeping on the other end of the phone really make you safer?
Or does it just trick you into believing that someone cares.
No one cares, they're just to nice to let you shiver in fear ans let you cry by yourself.
No none is capable of love except God himself.
He can protect you from all but humanity and yourself.
Weather you choose to accept his protection is your fault.
He wants you to take it and he's given you a chance to take it and if you haven't your a MORON!!!!!!!!!!!
he can rid those thoughts of disappointment and suffering, the combinatoin of these two are the equivalent of fear.

Vacatoin.

I've been out of the house once!!!! only once within this week!!! I have to sit here with the cat's that currently don't have nay litter in the litter box because someone decided she couldn't go across the street to go get any. they are soooo fucking annoying!!!!!!!!!!! I'm having an oldies marathon of the NOWs. I went to the movies yesterday and ran into someone... interesting.he just so happened to be at the same movie as me. yeah I'm grounded because I didn't tell mom were I was going... um I would've told her but I had no Idea I was going to end up outside of the neighborhood... UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why the hell Am I sooo Fucking bored?!?!?!?!?!?! Only two more days until Christmas. damn holiday.
Christmas sheer is a waste around here these days. we used to go around until midnight finding Christmas lights, now we sit around watching TV.
Ever since my sister left mom can't hold her ground. she;s so worried that I'll do the same that she doesn't realize what she's doing. atleast she lets me hang out with guys still. I still have my sanity thank god but I'm not sure for how much longer. gurgle!!!! I spend all my time on the phone with a douche because I can't find any reason in how he's a douche, but everyone else thinks he is one so he must be... maybe I'm just stupid.

I thank you for listening to my ongoing rant about the little things,
Sincerely,
Kyra Edwards

Vacatoin!!!!!!!!!

thus begins the long journey of christmas vacatoin and again it hits me that unless someone can have as free time as me I will be home alone for two weeks, then home with mark and his son wonderful... how grateful I am for the move down here.

bored

Kyra:why is it that guys get so fuking obsessive and possessive when your dating.


Batty:here my batty word and exercise a little prudence when dealing with.....
human.


Girl:Humans?!

Batty:What were? No No No No No!!!! Lucy!!!!!!

Girl:No No there are no humans

Dude1:they're long gone.

Dude2:definitely extinct

King:they only exist in stories.

some hearts are broken then sewn back together wrong

I can't figure it out. He doesn't want me and I don't care but I keep getting these broken hearted songs stuck in my head. Because of this I write it as my status on face book. we're still friends on there s o he probably thinks I'm obsessed with him and can't get him out of my mind. now I am neither nor am I heart broken. He says he's in love with my best friend and she thinks she loves him so I hope them both best wishes. on the other hand I wish I could be next to her through the worst of it. Because I can't and I'm just another voice on the phone to her I hope she Briana or Brittany or whatever her name is can give her wonderous advice.

I'm feeling very despureaux-ish

question: am I upset, worried, or jealous?

EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT!

recently understood that ex boyfriend no longer wishes for ex girlfriend and instead goes to best friend in Idaho. how will ex girl friend react? stay tuned and learn later






ex girlfriend goes into solitude to hide her unavoidable feelings how could someone leave her? a beautiful girl { full of flaws may i say} no one has ever left her hanging!

my goodness selfish beast do thine eyes deceive the. and do mine eye deceive me? hath thou not discovered his pet peeves and not avoided them. Hark you run screaming into them! you foolish child he shant need you longer than required to get his buisness done.

I was buried alive.. Are you dying to believe I can't go on without you

If you've been following me long enough you know that I am having a major withdrawl for a moment. the past week my brain has died and I can't really stop myself from doing anything. I wish I had the power but i don't. Luckily I don't have the feeling as I had when I could've sworn I was going insane.
the day I first noticed this was the day after my ex called me saying he wanted to get back together with me. first of all it's not like he was the dumpee but rather he was the dumper. I couldn't figure it out and Is till can't. He left with what he called a gut feeling to leave me. I told him he should do what he feels like the right thing is. exactly a week later he call me saying {as best i can remember} "I'm a very proud person so this is hard for me to say. I'm sorry I was stupid and I miss you. is there any way you can take me back?"
with this I responded "wow I... um. I don't know. I just..." then I went to talk to my mom and her bf about it. they said they didn't want to be responsible if I got hurt so they weren't going to tell me what to do. so then I decided to tell I was going to sleep on it think it over. he called me back a week later and I told him my friends would hate me if I did and I really can't have them hating my right now. he said "okay that's good enough for me" then hung up... no goodbye... no can we stillbe friends... nothing.
then a week later he calls me and says "I've been like drinking for the past two hours." I didn't know what to say after that, I mean he wants to be a military chaplain. what on earth is up with that. he also did dip. I'm not sure what he says is the truth anymore and I'm worried. after that my phone died so I didn't get an explanation.
anyway It doesn't hurt it's just confusing and makes me worry what's running through his mind.

WYBIE!!!!!!!!!

okay so if your a true Tim Burton fan then you've seen Coraline. In this movie {not in the book} Coraline has a neighbor whose grandmother is one of the ghost children's twin sister. Wybie is a colored young boy who seems timid and kinda of an odd ball. His grandmother doesn't let him on the pink mansion property. Wybie kinda has a hunched back and an odd little figure. He is so important that he got his own song on the sound track {if you haven't heard it then later on I'll post a video of it} it's very...... creepy and kinda reminds me of the series of unfortunate events them, which I've loved for a while. anyway it sounds like all their doing is hitting an aluminum can and bell with qulio backround sounds1:69. It's simple but i LOVE IT! If you listen to it and have a strangely wired mind as i do the you will to.

A chance to get under my skin by: midniteblue

I laugh at you
you laugh at me
It's how were meant to be
you giggle and moan
I scream and groan
not in pleasure
but in Malady
this isn't right
but I don't fight
I sit and stare
but you don't care
what pain I own
but you know none
how do you laugh and talk
with not one glimpse of guilt in your eye
My smile fades when the curtians pull away
poor Jesse ran away
with no where to go
how could she have known
about all the truth
wrapped up in lies
The coveted truth you can not find
wrapped up in lies
can't find your ties
If I let you be
will you leave me?
how do you know what's yours and whats mine?
How do I leave this life?

If you ever stop loving me By:darkangel546

Your taste so sweet
Your aroma follows me round
Wish I could hear your sound
Just one last time
I know I make you mad
When I hurt you it makes me sad
I walk outside, forgetting it's raining
I hate having this insane feeling
I wish you were here
Every second your gone
I fear
You get madder by the tone of my voice
If you have something to say
Say it now when I'm awake
Don't wait another day
So you can have more to take
I wish you would say those words again
I just want to remeber them
The way they used to be
Uncaring and happy
I look at your family
And I know I'm not apart of it
But it makes me cry
To see you on the other side
That night seems so long ago
You cared, you did everything just to show
It's a distant memory
A little something I wished we could be
If you can't tell me today
Then tell me tomorrow
Please don't make it slow
I just need to know

Library

one of my friends did this on his blog and I'm super bored so I decided to copy his idea.

Not Able To Read
1}Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
2}Chicken Soup for the Girls Soul
3}Chicken Soup for the Preteen Soul
4}Chicken Soup for the Mother and Daughter Soul *gag*
5}Special (Scott Westerfield)
6}Horse in the House

Finished Books
7}Love, Star Girl
8}Star Girl
9}Coraline
10}Lily B. on the Brink of Cool
11}Lily B. on the Brink of Love
12}Here Today
13}The Skin I'm In
14}The Get Rich Quick Club
15}Wake
16}Fade
17}The Wide Window
18}Crossing The Wire
19}Macbeth
20}Love is Hell
21}Dead Girls Dance
22}39 clues
23}Freak the Mighty
24}Twilight
25}New Moon

In The Middle of Reading
26}Romeo And Juliet
27}From The Mixed Up Files of Mrs. Base E. Frankweiler
28}MayBird
29}The Miserable Mill
30}20,000 Leagues Under the Sea
31}To Kill a Mockingbird
32}The Alchemyst

Needage To be Read
33}The Shape of Water
34}Rumble Fish
35}The Austere Academy
36}The Ersatz Elevator
37}Kira-Kira
38}Princess Acedemy
39}Diary of a Teenage Girl
40}Midnight Alley

Not Considered Actual Books
40}Vampire Night Vol.1
41}Beauty Pop Vol.2
42}A light in The Attic:Shel Silverstein
43}Runny Babbit:Shel Silverstein
44}There's a Wocket in my Pocket!: Dr. Suess

my happy little ocd story...{language goes explicit}

i find a bridge

i sit down and look at the clouds

i stand up

i jump off

woooooooooooooosh {geeze this is a tall bridge}

splat finally

i get up

i walk over to hot topic

i pull out a gun

i shoot a fuzzy pink purse into shreds

i walk over to claires

i take all the gir bags

i take them over to hot topic

i put them were the fuzzy pink purse was

i walk over to the cashier and say "may i please speak with your manager?" very sweetly i might add

the manager walks out

i say"WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE A FUKING FUZZY PINK PURSE IN YOU FUKING STORE"

i walk over to claires before he has a chance to ansewr me

i walk up to the cashier and say "IF YOU EVER TRY TO GO GOTH OR PUNK OR WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WERE TRYING TO GO I WILL PERSONALLY COME AND SHOVE THIS GUN DOWN YOUR THROAGHT AND BLOW YOUR FUKING HEAD OFF! ARE WE CLEAR!?!!!!

Sounds like fun doesn't it?

Breatheless_wont be finished{ever}

The dark of the cell was amazing the cold added just the right touch that any normal Bengal would scream, but she was not anywhere close to normal. The beauty, the grace, the serenity, the ignorance all she had but all she never wanted. She of all the Bengals was the kindest and most beautiful. She always thought of her beauty as a curse not a gift, she hated the attention and she hated that her parents told everyone of her beauty. She despised everyone who pointed it out she did all she could to get rid of her beauty, she rolled in mud, she rolled in cherry juice and raspberry, but everything she had done just caused a new trend. Her friends Judy and Alex they understood her pain they would listen to her, when she needs someone to just sit with Alex was always there and Judy was there usually. Sometimes she's already at a party or is sick or some excuse but Sam never held that against her, she was willing to except the fact that Judy didn't want her ear chewed off by another Bengal's troubles. Judy was a little shallow and a little full of it but she was kind and protective. If anyone so much as thought of Sam as pretty they would end up confused and in a head lock.
Oh and Judy has a "gift" if you can call it that, she enjoys being able to know the truth but sometimes it hurts. Same never has anything bad about anyone but herself and her parents. Judy liked that and that's why they're such good friends. Alex he thinks dirty but usually doesn't think at all I mean in "benglanese" I don't know what it's called exactly all I know is it's a unique and special language. You see Alex is actually a methateus or a morpher he speaks English like you and me he grew up speaking English and doesn't usually speak benglanese. Now back to the story.
Sam enjoyed being alone, in the dark and quiet. Samantha even her name is elegant every aspect was elegant. Her voice was soft like a sweet satin rose floating whispering through every ear crying to break free. She was trapped in a mortal world with so much danger and so much adventures just waiting to be made. She enjoyed the adrenalin rush she got from daring. So many people just sat there in their ordinary lives sitting and being scared to try and to bend a few rules. Lucky for Sam she had outstanding debating skills. She almost always won her judge over but this time she went so far she didn't get to say anything. As I was saying, "pssssssst." Called a voice from the above window, "Sam it's me hey psssssssssst Sam women look at me!"
"Alex is that you what are you doing here?!" Sam whispered in shock and confusion "where are you?"
"I'm in the window just above you, they wouldn't let me in to see you so this is the best I could do. I'm sorry."
"It's fine. I wish I could see your face. I really wish I knew what you looked like, I bet you're beautiful. If you're anything like I imagine you, you look like an angel." Sam felt like crying but didn't know how Alex would react so she resisted. oh the emotions she gave up to keep her friends. Her dark life here had been peaceful and happy every time she herd Alex's voice
Her chestnut hair flew from its clipped position to the center of her perfect face. Oh her beauty thought Alex how could they put someone so beautiful, kind and gentle in jail? "OW! Sorry I, it's just. Come on you can't tell me you don't see it!"
"So Judy's there too," Sam giggled "it's fine as long as it doesn't go R and I don't have to hear it." But on the other hand maybe he's thinking of asking me out or something. Oops, please don't tell! Thought Sam
"Got it." Judy made a horribly loud laugh; it almost made Sam's brain shake.
"Hey!" called a thundering voice get away from there! You could get. There are real criminals in there!"
"The only criminal I see here is you!" Alex almost growled "I can't believe you could have the heart to lock her up! She didn't know were she was! She's BLIND HELLO! How could you be so heartless?!"
"Alex it's okay. I'm fine with being in here. It's dark and cold how I like it. You know it's not much different from the rest of my life. I mean I'm sorry that cam out wrong I um sorry."
"Gee thanks a ton Sam" harmonized Alex and Judy.
"All well its fine. I know how you feel and everything."
"Okay if I don't get you away from here I'm gonna get fired now scat" said they guard with a hint of sorrow.
"Okay then, bye guys until tomorrow." Sam Said trying to be optimistic about things. If only she had any happiness to help the feigned happy face. That night as she slept a rush fell over her as though she was being taken to the river she loved the most. She opened her eyes and to her surprise she could see a girl with beautiful chestnut hair she sat there crying but why she called to her in vain for an answer. She walked up beside the girl and sat next to her the girl stopped looked up and asked "who's there? Hello?" she looked scared and confused but just whispered as though she was talking to her self in a sea of darkness surrounded by strange voices and awkward movement, "help." And went right back to crying. Sam went to hug her and then she started falling and everything went dark. she woke and something or possibly someone was curled up next to her could this be the girl from her dream, she thought I hope so and then again how could it that would be crazy I mean come on Sam. Well I guess it wouldn't hurt to wake her up and ask who or what it is. Here we go, "hello? Is there someone there?"
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you I just wanted to snuggle with you, it reminds me of mama. I'll go away if you wha-"
"NO! I mean its fine with me if you stay; you just startled me that's all." She was shocked at the innocence and youth of the tiny voice." I'm sorry but if you don't mind me asking are you a girl or a boy?"
The little voice giggled "I'm a girl I'm 7 years old, my name is Antoinette and I was caught taking my dinner. You're very pretty, why were you put in here?"
For some reason when Antoinette called her pretty it didn't bother at all really "I went outside my boundaries, ran over a cabbage cart, and back sassed the judge out of term. But my best friend Alex fought his heart out because he thought it wasn't fair because I was blind. He's very, very sweet and kind and understanding."
"You're blind?! But how could you have such pretty eyes when-"
"Please don't call me pretty anymore."
"Okay, sorry I didn't know it bo-"
"It's okay its weird I know but thanks"
"Spst" Alex called from the window Sam shot up from her spot and practically flew to where she assumed the window was and hit the wall with such great force it was astounding. "Oh my, that must've hurt. Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine oh I'm sorry Antoinette comes here please, I want you to meet Alex my friend I was telling you about. Is Judy there to?"
"No she couldn't come, her parents. So you've already made a friend? Cool."
"Hi, Alex. So you're the sweetheart who fought for justice against the evils of the so called justice system." She finished with a giggle a smile and walked away stopped turned sat as thought she were about to watch a Hollywood romance play.
"So you were talking about me huh? I guess I'm just too irresistible for even the most um wait I um dang I can't think of a cover up. "She just had to laugh he always catches himself before he says the word "pretty" but she never seemed to really notice.
"I guess not. Well why are you here?" she was a little shocked but she enjoyed his company.
"Well I was bored and mom and dad are throwing themselves around trying to find the superior race or whatever, and I thought maybe you would be hungry. I brought you your fav. Here can you reach it, it's right above you"
"Um yeah thanks, do you mind if I share with Antoinette? She hasn't had dinner yet and she's just so sweet." Sam actually felt a little bad for she was just salvaging for her food.
"Yeah that's fine just make sure you have enough to fill you up. So do you know when you get out of this dump? I hope it's not to long." His heart ached to see her with this background.
"I think I have a month if I misbehave a week with good behavior. But Antoinette has a month at the lest so I'll probably stay for the month so she doesn't have to be alone," but I'm not sure how far I should go because they could always give me more and then she'll be alone in the cruel world that put her in here. She thought hard and quickly before she discussed it with Antoinette
"NO! You can't! I won't let you! I'll take all thee blame! I swear I will! Please?" they both were crying now, how could Antoinette let her stay here because of her? And how could Sam let Antoinette stay here without her? It was a horrible situation as is all situations when you're in jail.
A week had gone by a lot faster than all Alex, Judy, Antoinette, and Sam had expected. Sam still hadn’t figured out how to get in trouble to stay and she hated herself. “Samantha Utellio?!” called a harsh voice. Sam stood. “You Sam?” he said his voice still just as harsh
You the idiot guard who stuck me in here? Are you here to keep me away from my family for the rest of my life or what?” Sam didn’t realize what she had said until after she had said it. But she didn’t regret it
Why yes, yes I am, Listen someone actually paid your bale so I can’t keep you in here any more so no matter what you do you have at lest a day at home. He also mentioned something about you wantin’ ta’ stay in here n’ that you’d be a little brute. So sorry lil’ lady but you gettn’ outa’ here.”
Dammit Alex” she said under her breathe “well I’m not leaving without Antoinette!” she was fuming with racing thoughts about how to kill Alex, how to get Antoinette out, and how to stay in.
NO! I WONT LET YOU STAY! We both know that it sucks in here and I promise I’ll be fine. Please Sam go, for me.” Sam was feeling sad but angry still. She didn’t want to hear Antoinette cry but she wasn’t going to leave if she was leaving. Antoinette was about to cry but stayed strong and didn’t show any signs of weakness. “I’d feel a lot better if you went and was safe in your own house. You should go; you have friends waiting for you. You have a family. You have a home, waiting for you. Hey I’ve lived on the streets for six years now, okay?”
GO! NOW! I MEAN IT!”
Sam and the guard both were shocked that such a little girl could be so demanding. Antoinette had burst into silent tears after she had yelled. She hated the look she new she’d get from Sam after she ended the fight. Sam left without another word.
For two days she just couldn’t get over how she had gotten yelled at by Antoinette. Sam one day Sam was just walking along the stream and herd Antoinette’s soft innocent voice, but she just ignored it because she had herd her voice many time before while walking and thought it was just another illusion. But there was something different this time, like Antoinette was running and it was getting louder. She was amazed by how realistic every second of it was.
Sam! Sam stop!" now the voice was huffing and out of breathe.
Sam I’m so happy I found you. Sam? It’s me, Antoinette. Don’t you remember?" Antoinette was in shock the thought of Sam forgetting was painfully real. “I guess you've gone on to bigger and better things than little Antoinette." Antoinette reached for Sam's hand. At the feel of Antoinette’s hand Sam instantaneously dropped into a feudal position rocking back and forth crying trying to fight what she thought was a hallucination
ALEX!” she cried all she wanted to here was his sweet voice. Every other hallucination was chased away by his voice. "ALEX!" she called again
I'm sorry. I didn't know me finding you would cause you this much pain." instantly Antoinette got on her knees gave Sam a quick hug and ran.
"Sam! Where are you! Are you okay? Sam oh my god what's wrong?!" Alex was horrified by the sight of Sam in pain. “Did I just see Antoinette running away? Did she say something? Oh if she said something that hurt you why I -"
"It was actually her?" Sam didn't expect it to be her "she was really here? Oh no I hope it's not too late." Sam went into a frantic trying to think of what to do. "ANTOINETTE! She got up and ran after where the footsteps had gone, but was stopped before she got too far by Alex’s hand. "Let go! She demanded.
“I can't do that. I can't let you run off and go hurt yourself. If I let you go and something happened to you I wouldn't be able to forgive myself."
Alex felt like he was flying after a stranger who stole something of his. It was strange know that the person he was after didn’t steal anything or hurt anyone but she was scared and sad. Sam hadn’t meant to hurt her feelings but she must’ve thought she was hallucinating again. “Antoinette!” he called trying to catch her attention. It didn’t work. “Sam didn’t know it was you! She thought she was hallucinating again.” She stopped. Finally, he thought. “She’s been having these hallucinations about you since she left. She gets freaked out because she wants you to really be there and you never are, well except this time.” Alex studied her face hoping for a smile, but instead he saw tears and a look of confusion.
Alex reached out and hugged her tightly “Because she loves you but doesn’t like turning around to look for you and no one to be there. She misses you and if she knew it was really you she would have you in her arms right now. She never would do or say anything to hurt you on purpose. She must’ve thought she was insane when she could actually feel you, smell you, and hit your voice pitch perfectly.” Alex laughed slightly and noticed that Antoinette was looking up at him no more tears in her eyes and she was smiling.I like the way your heart beats and how Sam’s heart flutters when she hears your voice.” Alex was shocked that she could hear his heart. “I have like radar ears. That’s why I became a ..Bengal..; my mom thought of me as a freak and abandoned me. You know you mean a lot to her.” Antoinette didn’t seem like a confused little 7 year old instead she seemed like a wise 70 year old woman. “And you care a lot about her, I mean you ran until your legs started to tremble to find one of her friends. I see exactly why she likes you as much as she does.” Alex was flabbergasted at what he was hearing, and from a seven year old. What has the world become?! Both he and Antoinette started laughing, neither were quit sure why but it didn’t bother them one bit.So, will you come back with me and talk to Sam? She probably feels really bad about yelling at well you but not you at her making you think it was you“You’re funny, you know that?” Antoinette seemed to be in deep thought. “Let’s go"
“Alex what did you do to her she hasn’t cried like this since the day you got her out of “I’m Antoinette and you must be Judy. I’ve heard nothing but good things about you." I hate introductions thought Antoinette I always end up lying. Shit I forgot she’s the mind reader
“You’ve got quite a vocabulary there woman. Where’d you here talk like that?!" judy looked as thuogh she was just accused of murdering the banglest{like the president of the bengels}
"well lets see I've lived on the streets for how many years now?" Antoinette said with a smirk on her face. "seriously who doesn't talk like that these days?"
"well yeah, but your only 7 bangles that young are supposed to be pure and inoscent not cussin up as torm wait you where cussing right?" sam says bold but shy and confused. Sam sat down, and layed her head down on the cold metal table. Alex could tell she wasn't feeling good, so he picked her up and brought her to the bedroom. layed her on the bed, and turned off the light. she rolled over, and sliped into sleep. he sat and watched her for about 5 minutes and decided if they wernt in the hospital sitting and watchin her sleep is kinda stalker-ish, so he went back into the kitchen were judy was brading antoinette's hair like nothing had happened. he laughed quetly, and leaned against the door frame and thought, 'they truely are amazing, being able to forgive and forget.'
"psht" came from Judy, "you, of all people should know i'm not like that." Judy muttered something unaudiable.They all settle into a seat and decided to watch a movie.

after 3 hours Sam apppears in the doorway, swaying "hey she said falling to the ground "oh gravity works" she hit the groun with a loud thump
alex jumps up quik as a wink and picks her up "are you okay?!" he ask quickly
she giggles" hi. I love you, you know that? I always have." She was deffinatly in a dreamy haze.
A smile widens across Alex's face, showing his teeth. ' I probab ly shouldn't hold her so close to me when i could morph into anything at any givin moment.'
" got it." said Judy getting up, and grabing Sam. Sam has a huge smile on her face Judy laid her on the couch, laughing at how stupid she looks, especially since she can't see, and she hardly ever smiles.
Alex is just sittin there on the floor, staring at her, when a book comes flying at him. he doesn't notice until it hits him in the forehead.he picks it up and reads the title. "THE DEATH OF BOHEMIA," he reads aloud, "what type of book is this?" he tosses it off to the side.
antoinette squelled, and ran after the book."HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO A BOOK!" she screams, " It never did anything to you, what's your problem?" antoinette brushed off the book, and placed on the shelf.

my pet peeves

01} suicide wishes
02} wannabes
03} people who over exaggerate to make you feel bad
04} liars
05} players! They have 3 and 4 mixed in.
06} people who think they're all that and a bag of chips!
07} conformists! get a life! make your own style! don't just sit there and memorize what other people do! be your own person!!!!!!!!!!
08} people who can't get over basic fact that will most likely change!
09} people who can't stand up for themselves, and then complain about the bullies
10} when I go on rants like this (all well)
11} pre-judgers...like my mom!
12} people who don't respect themselves!
13} people who respect themselves to much
14} air heads (like me!)
15} incorrect asumptions
16} rumors
17} no-it-alls
18} silences! they scare me! kill that freakin mouse!
19} snitches! they get in other peoples business unnecessarily
20} When I can't find anything to say
21} When things are to predictable


MY TUMMY HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gaurd cat gr eeek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey there!
I'm not sure why I had that as the title but... maybe it's because my cat is snoring right beside me so mleu. Deigo is an ass, Maddie and London are stupid and gullable and their gonna end up hating them and finding out deigo already has a girl freind. LOL!!!!!!!!!Cody just ran into the wall but he's the awesome one grrrrrrrrrrr.
boredom as i said the other day sucks, but now im gonna add a little something extra, boredom sux butt bad!!!!!!!!!!!1






o my god why is life such a torturous journey?

ughhhh

i hate being bored, it's boring almost like watching tv what the crap? i freakin hate tv dont you? its sooooooooooooooo stupid all you do is sit around on your ass and stare at a screen.
maybe i could run around somewhere. probably not any way....... im bored.
shut up i know i already told you! *squirm*