I cry myself to sleep
every night the same routine
I choke back tears
and stay unseen
I believe in everything I do
Why do I even try
I trust everything I say
Knowing that wont break
cut me deep cut me close
close my eye and throw back me head
a pain so real a want so keen
I need to fly
a way to sleep
swallow another pill
close you're mouth
take a breath and jump
