cry me a river

I cry myself to sleep
every night the same routine
I choke back tears
and stay unseen
I believe in everything I do
Why do I even try
I trust everything I say
Knowing that wont break

cut me deep cut me close
close my eye and throw back me head
a pain so real a want so keen
I need to fly
a way to sleep
swallow another pill
close you're mouth
take a breath and jump

bestest friend

Dear Arm,
thanks for all your support over the years.
when i hurt you hurt,
when someone pissed me off you broke their nose,
you wiped away my tears.
you bleed when i felt lonely.
when i wanted to let go you held on just long enough to fall.
when i couldn't get a guy, you helped me out.
when life was passing me buy you sat up and drug me out side.

ILOVEYOU!


~~~~ truly yours
~~~~~~~~~~~~ lost and now distant little girl <3

Skinny girls

i'm so fucking tired of all these guys saying your fat unless your ribs are showing.
fuck that!
I say its hot if you can look good being a size 8-10.
fuck being skinny it sucks
cuz no matter how much you try to look fat you always get
"your such a slut"
"do you ever eat?"
"god, you must anorexic"
"why the hell do you always starve yourself?"
but then a good looking women gets called fat because she's not as skinny as these "anorexic" chicks.
i'm so damn tired of it. pick one you damn hypocrit.