wooooow

so here's something for you to laugh at if you think that way.

some guys that's staying with my dad for the weekend happened to meet a 'friend' alright. they end up having fun time in the bathroom that happens to be across the hall from the room I'm staying in. I never knew how annoying having sex sounded...


yeat another reason to be abstinent.

I swear everyday gives me another reason for abstinence.

mental breakdown?

I had a dream last night where the only thing that didn't make sense was the fact that they kept the children in the building. like five buildings where on fire. A bunch of students where there and where talking like nothing was happening. I had a mental breakdown and started crying. the fire hadn't even reached the building we where in. but everyone was there. I couldn't believe it. after a while I was pissed! I scream 'SHUT UP! WHAT THE FREAK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!!!' they laughed. but went silent...



I wouldn't cry over death. especially by fire. that happens to people all the time. there's no sense crying over natures process, especially when you're saved. I even woke up crying over this... how could this hit me so hard?