Scared of the moon

Such an irrational fear
How do you overcome something that you don't understand?
How do you talk to someone that isn't there?
How do you questoin fact that has been proven?
All these questions come from a confused, sleep deprived mind.
How do you make someone understand something that you yourself are unable to comprehend.
to fear the dark is a false statement. They don't fear the darkness itself but rather what happens in it or because of it. light doesn't change the bad that happens in the dark. It'll still happen, you'lljust be able to see it coming sooner.
can someone just sleeping on the other end of the phone really make you safer?
Or does it just trick you into believing that someone cares.
No one cares, they're just to nice to let you shiver in fear ans let you cry by yourself.
No none is capable of love except God himself.
He can protect you from all but humanity and yourself.
Weather you choose to accept his protection is your fault.
He wants you to take it and he's given you a chance to take it and if you haven't your a MORON!!!!!!!!!!!
he can rid those thoughts of disappointment and suffering, the combinatoin of these two are the equivalent of fear.

Vacatoin.

I've been out of the house once!!!! only once within this week!!! I have to sit here with the cat's that currently don't have nay litter in the litter box because someone decided she couldn't go across the street to go get any. they are soooo fucking annoying!!!!!!!!!!! I'm having an oldies marathon of the NOWs. I went to the movies yesterday and ran into someone... interesting.he just so happened to be at the same movie as me. yeah I'm grounded because I didn't tell mom were I was going... um I would've told her but I had no Idea I was going to end up outside of the neighborhood... UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why the hell Am I sooo Fucking bored?!?!?!?!?!?! Only two more days until Christmas. damn holiday.
Christmas sheer is a waste around here these days. we used to go around until midnight finding Christmas lights, now we sit around watching TV.
Ever since my sister left mom can't hold her ground. she;s so worried that I'll do the same that she doesn't realize what she's doing. atleast she lets me hang out with guys still. I still have my sanity thank god but I'm not sure for how much longer. gurgle!!!! I spend all my time on the phone with a douche because I can't find any reason in how he's a douche, but everyone else thinks he is one so he must be... maybe I'm just stupid.

I thank you for listening to my ongoing rant about the little things,
Sincerely,
Kyra Edwards

Vacatoin!!!!!!!!!

thus begins the long journey of christmas vacatoin and again it hits me that unless someone can have as free time as me I will be home alone for two weeks, then home with mark and his son wonderful... how grateful I am for the move down here.

bored

Kyra:why is it that guys get so fuking obsessive and possessive when your dating.


Batty:here my batty word and exercise a little prudence when dealing with.....
human.


Girl:Humans?!

Batty:What were? No No No No No!!!! Lucy!!!!!!

Girl:No No there are no humans

Dude1:they're long gone.

Dude2:definitely extinct

King:they only exist in stories.